Lost Dreams

I thought I have found my dream. A dream I have been striving for, suffered for, endured countless and immense pain filled occurrences for. I thought for once my smile will not fade and my tears will not fall. I lived a dream. I lived in a world where for once I felt loved for…

Happen To Me

Life is one unpredictable ying-yang. One minute, you are on top of the world and every one envies you. You all happy and glowing. The world s your oyster. You living large and with a smile day in and day out. All makes sense and love is just a smooth walk in the park. You…

Bedtime Sadness

‚ÄčAs I lie in my bed, all I could think of us what i went through… I came from being loved behind closed doors. Being made to feel like I’m not enough. Like I am not worthy of the world to see.  I come from being told in ugly, I’m just a guy with nothing…

Trapped Heart

I find myself in a situation where I can leave and do what I think is best for me and my heart, but my heart is not in agreement. I find myself falling for someone I know will eventually hurt me and leave me, just like the rest. I do want to protect myself from…

The Pain Lives

Remember the times when life was nothing but a bliss/ When you could smile and mean it, laugh and enjoy it and go on days without a frown? The days when all that mattered was your happiness and you trusted everyone around you because you never tasted betrayal and disappointment? The days when all it…

Did It Again

After months of shutting people out and trying to understand me. Trying to figure out what is it that I want, that I am and th a I believe I should be. I spent time with myself. So much time, I forgot how is it like to be with someone else. That’s not by choice…

Physical Relapse

It has been a while since I last posted in this blog of mine. I guess it is because I have been going through so much that I even forgot some of my responsibilities. Any way, the title of this post is basically about me being tired. I am just tired of everything and anything…

The Gay World In Jeopardy

Saw A Post About LGBT Community Fighting Against Teen Suicide And I Would Like To Know This: How is it gonna help of most teens are being raped and older guys who should protect, guide and protect them tell them it’s their fault? How should they feel? Cos they will blame themselves and end up…

What Friends Really Are

Its been a while since I last blogged and I am sorry but I am back and have a lot to say. Let’s start with my friends. God knows I have never been lucky with friends, especially male friends. I last had good male friends in primary school. I last had the feeling of brotherhood…

My View Of Life

We all want our happily-ever-after and we all want it fast. We want to be happy but we not willing to go through the flames of life and fight for our happiness. We forget this is life, nothing comes easily. Let me try to make you understand life a little bit: YOU NEED TO HURT…

Women Are Life

Its funny how the very same sex that is said to be weak can live through period pains, heartbreaks, life struggles and hardships, pregnancy and giving birth. They the reason we live.Our lives depend on them even before we born. They love us before they see us or know what kind of kids will will…

What Women Want

I have been very fortunate to be raised by a single mother. That experience makes you even value the female species. You don’t only respect them for their love for their own blood, but you get to see them on their weak, with tears on their faces. You see them hopeless and about to give…