Lost Dreams

I thought I have found my dream. A dream I have been striving for, suffered for, endured countless and immense pain filled occurrences for. I thought for once my smile will not fade and my tears will not fall. I lived a dream. I lived in a world where for once I felt loved for…

Settling For Pain

Ever lost faith in yourself and lost yourself love to a point that you just accept all? You accept that you just a bump in their path that they hurt and drive past. You accept that they all in your life to get what they want then ditch you like a worn out jersey. You…

Happen To Me

Life is one unpredictable ying-yang. One minute, you are on top of the world and every one envies you. You all happy and glowing. The world s your oyster. You living large and with a smile day in and day out. All makes sense and love is just a smooth walk in the park. You…

#TakeWitsBack VS #FeesMustFall 

​So now theres a #TakeWitsBack trend that is not in support of #FeesMustFall.  Look at it. Take Wits Back and it is started by white students. Remember Wits was only for white students? Now there’s a #TakeWitsBack trend on Twitter and believed it might over power #FeesMustFall . Remember the VN that said blacks claimed…

Pain Changed Me

In most of my posts, I’m a victim and I post about how just I was, how fucked up my childhood was and how messed up it left it. I post about the struggles I went through, the heartbreak I faced and how those who hurt me ended up leaving me. That is a norm…

Perpetuating Victim

We always say our parts make us. They build us and strengthen. We say that make us better than we were yesterday, for that have taught us alot and will prevent us from making the same mistakes in future. We believe and live with that perspective of life. Little do we know all those encounters…

Thirst For Love

It’s really heart warming to see love birds. Seeing two spirits united as one, brought together by love. Seeing how one decides to make his life someone else’s.opening up your world to someone who can either make it better or destroy it. With love and trust, they take that risk. We all zeal for that…

Accepting Fate

The hardest thing I had to do in my life was accept a part of me I wish never existed. I had to accept that I will always be judged, laughed at, made fun of, bullied and abused. I had to accept that as much as I would try to run away from it, it…

Bedtime Sadness

​As I lie in my bed, all I could think of us what i went through… I came from being loved behind closed doors. Being made to feel like I’m not enough. Like I am not worthy of the world to see.  I come from being told in ugly, I’m just a guy with nothing…

Trapped Heart

I find myself in a situation where I can leave and do what I think is best for me and my heart, but my heart is not in agreement. I find myself falling for someone I know will eventually hurt me and leave me, just like the rest. I do want to protect myself from…

The Pain Lives

Remember the times when life was nothing but a bliss/ When you could smile and mean it, laugh and enjoy it and go on days without a frown? The days when all that mattered was your happiness and you trusted everyone around you because you never tasted betrayal and disappointment? The days when all it…

Did It Again

After months of shutting people out and trying to understand me. Trying to figure out what is it that I want, that I am and th a I believe I should be. I spent time with myself. So much time, I forgot how is it like to be with someone else. That’s not by choice…